“Dad, my electricity is out and I’m sure I’d paid the bills. Could you send someone here to fix it?”

Shim Changmin, whose parents are running a small electric repair shop located at the north of Seoul and he’s at a rent house at the south as its closer to the university. It’s been like this since he started school, transport distance killing him and he has to change to another bus halfway, which always fail since he missed the stop, resulting in going back to the stop or taking another bus. Usually he’ll do the latter and it’ll take another whole hour to get to school, totally late for his first class.

But being the son of a repair man, it looks like the genes aren’t passed down smoothly. Changmin is color blind. He can’t differentiate colors and can’t even connect wires to form a plug. Earth wire live wire or neutral wire, to changmin, all these are just names. He can’t study sciences too, even though chemistry sounds really interesting, he’s rejected and asked to choose another course. That’s how he ended up majoring in law.

It was a hot afternoon when the doorbell rang, and changmin was just starting to work on his case analysis.

“Good afternoon sir I’m from Shim Electric!”

While the man works on the fuse box, changmin stands beside him and stares, literally shooting lasers into the back of the man’s skull. Not that he’s doing it on purpose. He’s trying not to stare. Which repairman will turn up in a tight t-shirt and skinny jeans? The last time he checked, repairmen at the shop are wearing loose overalls.

“Are you a newcomer at the store?”

“Yes! I joined the family last month!” the man replied, beaming right into Changmin’s eyes, radiating sun rays off him.

“Excuse me for asking, but why you are not wearing overalls like what other repairmen wear?” changmin decided to ask, his curiosity increasing as he watches how the cloth clings to the muscles at the perfect angles.

“It’s so boring! Thought I would surprise my customer!”

Changmin found his head nodding in agreement; he certainly had got a pleasant surprise from this hot repairman. And now he noticed the back of the shirt is totally wet.

“do you want to take a shower?” changmin asked casually, hoping that he will accept and he would be able to see some eye candy for the rest of the day, and hoping not to accept because he’s paranoid about inviting someone he doesn’t know well into his rooms and invading his privacy.

“I’d love to! But I’m going to another apartment,” the man smiles again, fiddling with the wires on his hand.

Things get terribly awkward since Changmin didn’t reply and repairman is just too focused on his job.

“It’ll be a total of fifty dollars, sir, and things shouldn’t screw up anymore, but if things really screw up please call the shop!”

Changmin handed him the money and watched the man go off with a can of cola in his hands after Changmin had emphasized so many times that giving a cola to him isn’t giving a tip which is not allowed at the shop, thanks to Changmin’s suggestion five years ago due to some circumstances.
Thirty minutes after the man left, Changmin stares at the cola in his hand and realizes he hadn’t asked for his name.

Thirty days after the man left, he also left Changmin’s mind.

Ninety days after the man left, Changmin’s back at home (reluctantly) for holidays.

He would prefer studying his ass off for his next exam when school starts again and not stand in the snow and let his sisters make a snowman out of him and the last time he measured, his waist is not a whopping fifty inches.

It’s the same routine like past years, inviting or getting invited by neighbors for little host parties, “enjoying” the festive mood. This year, it’s their family hosting the party. It’s fun at first, but as the years go by, it’s not that fun anymore.

And now since he’s a third year in university, his relationship life is of the most interesting topic among all.

“Do you have a girlfriend?”

“No”

“Really?”

“No”

“How about someone you like?”

“No”

“Are you sure?”

It took Changmin all his willpower not to slap the ahjumma who is also their neighbor since he was in diapers and replied, “Yes”

And of course the next best thing to happen is his sisters (who stole his phone and cracked his password – changgod) running off to show everyone a girl he had been texting.

“Oh son who’s this Jieun girl? Bring her home when you have breaks!”

Mrs Shim patted her son’s back and smiled brightly and because changmin hates unfilial children he makes a mental note to torture his sisters again. Pouring paint into their makeup case, wonderful idea.

He was still thinking how to cause havoc in his sisters’ room when they shouted “Oppa!”
Naturally, Changmin (as the rightful brother) turned his head and sees two girls latching on a familiar person’s arms.

“Hey! You’re the guy who treated me cola!”

So mister repairman (Jung Yunho and two years older) recently moved into their neighborhood and his dad’s shop was lacking in manpower so Yunho was recruited. Good choice nice taste.

Being the only two whose age difference is the smallest, it’s easy to hit it off together.

By the end of the week, they’re going out for daily walks in the snow park with their dogs. That’s how Changmin starts to know him better.

“I’m from Gwangju but moved here and I teach dancing in my house, since there’s an extra room. Do you want to learn?”

“Thanks but no thanks. No interest. I prefer books,” Changmin hopes Yunho doesn’t think he’s a geek loser.

“Oh that’s cool. The only thing I’m good in is failing. It’s still a miracle how I passed my finals,”

Two weeks after Changmin’s back at home, it’s painfully obvious that Changmin is attracted to Yunho. Just like a bad written typical high school drama, yunho is totally oblivious to Changmin’s feelings and continues to treat him as a intimate friend, hands lying on his thigh or lacing their fingers together when they’re running through alleyways from gangsters which yunho accidently angered with his “tch” after being (not very) politely asked for money. Gwangju pride, what could he do?

Of course Mr and Mrs Shim would want to talk about homosexual couples during dinner one night and assured their children (namely Changmin) that being they don’t mind them (him) being homo or bi as long as their (his) partner loves them (him) and they are happy. Changmin would have ignored the topic but his mum was giggling all the way and his dad is shaking and trembling trying not to laugh. As usual, his sisters are laughing right in his face.

“Changmin, why are they looking at us?” Yunho fidgets while turning around and noticing weird stares from strangers.

Stupid rumor spreads fast, eh. “I don’t know,” grabbing a few more bags of chips and throwing them in the trolley.

Reality check. His balls are quite blue.

It’s been years since Changmin woke up sweaty and thirsty with an erection in his boxers. Back then, he was fantasizing about the school’s prettiest girl. Now, his head is flooded by images of Yunho.

However, in general, at nights like this, all he does is to lock the door, pull down his boxers and hand job himself and moan the person’s name. Same old way.

He’s in Yunho’s house to pass him some food made by his mum and got invited by the cheery hyung, and told Changmin that parents and sister somewhere Changmin didn’t really catch the first time when Yunho told him.

“So when the girl freaked out because halfway when I was taking out the ladder from the shed and a lizard ran past us -”

“Uhm”

“She fell into her own fish pond and -”

“Ok”

“You’re not listening,”

“Yes, I mean no. I was just -”

“It’s alright. Everyone has bad days! Let me get you a glass of water!” Yunho ruffled his hair and walked away.

Sometimes changmin wishes yunho isn’t that nice. So they could quarrel and things would escalate, resulting a “because I like you, idiot!” shout at the same time. It would be so much easier to confess if Yunho really isn’t that nice.

“Here, water,” Yunho holds a glass right in front of Changmin’s face, “penny for your thoughts,”

“Yunho-hyung, I… like…. cola better,” Changmin mentally facepalms himself. He watches helplessly as Yunho apologized profusely and go back into the kitchen to take cola.

When he came back with cola Changmin tries again.

“Hyung, I… like….”

“Hmm?” Yunho stares at changmin, nodding his head to urge Changmin to finish his sentence (so that he could go pee)

“I like you” Changmin whispers as he leans onto yunho, eyes closed, not ready to see Yunho’s reaction.

“Oh let me go to the toilet first!” Yunho exclaims at the exact moment ran into the washroom, leaving Changmin lying on the sofa, heart thumping out of his chest.

A happy-face yunho appears from the washroom, “so what did you say just now?”

Changmin is clearly unhappy though, standing up and staring so hard at Yunho’s eyes that the older man stepped back. “Hyung I said I like you and you to be my boyfriend and this is the third time since the past five minutes! The first time was screwed, the second was interrupted and now the third time I’m shouting! I don’t mean to shout oh I’m rambling again,” Changmin plops down on the sofa and buries his head into his hands.

“Changmin-ah, aren’t we already going out?” Yunho sits beside him and removes Changmin’s hands from his face.

“Since when?”

“Since we brought our dogs out? The night before you asked me out in the middle of some drinks…” yunho trailed off and fidgeted around, waiting for a response from Changmin.

All changmin wants to do right now is to bang his head against a wall. That night he was drunk. He doesn’t remember anything but to bring their dogs out for a walk together. No wonder after that Yunho was very touchy. All makes sense to him now. And all the more he wants to band his head against a wall to die from the embarrassment.

And he’s caught unaware when suddenly his head is tuned and a pair of lips crashed into his.

As a hyung, Yunho felt that he should take some initiative.

Not that Changmin minds. His embarrassment expanded to revealing his naked body to yunho and letting yunho hear all sorts of weird noises he made while Yunho thrusts into him, moaning his name repeatedly.

Much to Changmin’s surprise, Jung family also approves them and often invites the whole Shim family to dinner together. Soon enough they begin to have fortnightly dinner sessions at either one of the houses.

But all good things come will come to an end. Changmin’s break is over and it’s time to go back to school. He’s tempted to move back but the rent is paid till the end of the semester.
“Promise that you would visit?” changmin whispers between last kisses while locking them in the bedroom while everyone else is downstairs to leave the lovebirds alone.

“Yes,” yunho slips a small glass jar of messages for changmin to read while taking study break since he’s pretty sure that if they start calling each other the call would never end and Yunho’s speed of text messaging is way too slow.

Changmin was on research on another case analysis when the doorbell rang.

“Happy valentine’s day in advance sir I’m from Shim Electric!”

For the first time of his life, Changmin might have saw a spark of colors when he sees Yunho standing there with a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolate, in the middle of January.

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07 → so long goodbye

Just like the title, it’s been so long since I updated this. Anyways it’s a must to post in all the blogs, I’m in TP’s Pharmaceutical Science! Not really a regret choice but also not really an enjoyable one I think. But oh well, lazy to appeal and didn’t score well and couldn’t be too bothered since it’s still in healthcare industry, hope I do myself proud in this. Life’s not that bad nowadays, rotting my days at home and such, it’s quite good actually if I didn’t get sick. Sore throat at first and flu came by and said hi, after that inflammation died down and cough said hello~~~ all these sniffing and coughing kills me. To think of it, I hadn’t been so sick for quite awhile already… Maybe body will get more against-bacteria after this ordeal. Life really sucks when you’re sick.

Not too much happened in real, things happen, people come and go. And I’ve realised I’d never had a good sit down heart talk with someone before. But anyways, not like I have much to talk about. The last thing to be made into a movie is my life ~_~ but in virtual world, quite a lot of things happened.. I think :\ Created Nate and a new Daum account for some reason and Daum blogs are so cool. Not the main point nothing is the main point. Haven’t seen any eyecandy my brain is eyecandy deprived and contrary to what people think, eyecandy does not equal to love! It’s just a feast for the eyes, like when guys see hot gurlssss. Does it relate anyways I don’t know :\ but well… there’s two eyecandy.. One in the MRT with Fiona and another at SSC Starbucks. :3

Homin’s comeback were awesome. I have a new wish to add to my list: Call changmin/yunho oppa in real.

it’s late bye!

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06 → ♥

I’m not sane, I miss my five gods… ♥

Just sidetracking, the cute guy lol

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we series : spazzing moments {101016 JYJ}

cross posting to blogger and wordpress BECAUSE I LIKE IT.

So me, Jean, Cheryl and her sister, met up to go the airport, and when we reached the Airport MRT, we were like, “No screams?” THEN THE SCREAMS CAME AND WE RUSHED UP THE ELEVATOR. But they didn’t come out yet, and suddenly there was this kind who looks like Junsu and wearing white + blue bottom, doing some cute move and waving to the crowd (i think he did…) and everbody screamed again!! Then they came out, this whiteblue guy, some guy who is covered in jackets and scarves (GDI WE ARE IN SINGAPORE!!) and walked past and went out… AND STARTED SMOKING. So it was pretty sure they weren’t them so went back to the gift-shop-glass again because they started screaming again, AND HOLY THEY WERE THERE!!! Came out, screams. Mad chaotic~ Met with Liluan at the food court and set off for Expo~

Everything was delayed till 9PM, and I DID NOT GET THE SPECIAL THING CAUSE I THOUGHT IT WASN’T SOLD SEPARATELY!!! Dammit. Had enough money, if I borrowed $5 BUT THE $16 WAS ENOUGH FOR THE SPECIAL!!! Anyways Cheryl got the handshake, lucky bitch ;_; The MC/host was kinda lame and everything, and the translator was so cute. Will get to it later lol.
First song was Empty, and they are in white, MAD HANDSOME BUT!!! Junsu’s outfit was kinda lulz. The first impression to me was like, “APRON?? WTF IS THAT LOL” then Liluan told me it looks like Nezha. 8D Yoochun has a wide forehead too *o*, and Jaejoong looks the same everywhere. xD~

Then came Be the One and Be My Girl, then they went to the backstage to change and there was this video of them in LA and so cute and everything. The hosts came out after the video and made us shout “Annyeonghaseyo, Saranghaeyo Jaejoong Yoochun Junsu” and sing Ayyy Girl. Ayyy Girl was a failure tho, majority only knew it went like, “Ayyy Girl~”.

After the “practicing”, the boys came out and sat on the tall-chairs which was placed beforehand, and the translator was nervous and tripped over his words and Junsu was patting him on the back. They introduced themselves, and the translator translated Junsu’s korean words. Then Jaejoong introduced himself, went something like, “Hi, how are you? I’m JJ” and everyone screamed. The host was like, “I guess you need to translate that back to Korean”. Yoochun introduced himself, went something like, “Hi, I’m Micky”. The host said, “I’m Minnie” and Yoochun went O__O at him, then the host just laughed it off.

Then I think the host asked what they were busy with, and Yoochun said about Sungkyunkwan Scandal, Jaejoong said that he was preparing for the showcase, and Junsu said about his musical. (Then I forgot what the host said again) And he asked who cries easily between the three of them and everyone screamed Yoochun but he was like, “No, not me!!”

After that came the “ideal type” question, and Junsu said he doesn’t really care about features if the feeling is right, Jaejoong and his typical answer which is pretty hands and it’ll be fine if the girl likes him, but Junsu said that Jaejoong is a liar/is lying. (I forgot about yoochun….. sorry >.>) But the boys looked really happy but whenever the translator translates the question, they would poke each other to answer it/answer it among themselves before speaking into the mic. The overall situation is MAD CUTE.

Then we had to shout whatever we practiced before, annyeonghaseyo first, and Yoochun was like, “What are you guys talking about” so we did it again and he caught it. The “Sarangheyo~” part, they could understand us and Yoochun was like, “Jaejoong….? Yoochun…? Junsu….?” xD The “Ayyy Girl” was so fail because majority only knew “Ayyy Girl” and the host ask Yoochun (something, and he replied that he wanted to hear us sing~ <- related) But then we all sang together with the three of them and the host asked Junsu how was our singing and he went, "Good!"

Chajatta came after the "ayy girl" fail and many people sang along (including me trying to high pitch) OHGOD THEY ARE SO GOOOOOOD JFDBAJKBFJKLAFD. I wanted to keyboard smash really, if I had a keyboard -_- perfect? *o*

Then there was this video again and they came out dancing Ayyy Girl, and the last song was remix of Empty and they told us to stand and jump with them and everyone held the "KEEP IN MIND I LOVE YOU" paper xD. The ones at the back rushed forward to the aisle too and it was so chaotic and fun and chaotic and fun. xD At the last I didn't really catch anything but "Always keep the faith" T___T

And there was this part Jean, Cheryl, me (not sure of Liluan) screamed YUNHO xD cause' Jaejoong was really flustered so we dont know if he heard it. xD But Jean said the VIP ones did shout Yunho. YUNJAE FTW!!

& when Cheryl went to get her handshake or something and we wrote messages on the 'keepinmindthatiloveyou' paper 8D should have written number, facebook, twitter, me2day, msn, mail FORGET IT LOL. and went off to meet yinting chloe-binbao and gene at subwayy there and trained home.

ON THE WAY HOME ON THE TRAIN AT CIRCLE LINE there was this woman who went JYJ too and her hair had a spider… OTL

&&& I think I missed a lot or something… I wanted to type this ASAP so I won’t forget anything O M H F

but still omhfg………………….. A W E S O M E.

// LOL I HAVE A RECORDING OF PART OF THE INTERVIEW AND CHAJATTA (NOT FULL. GOT CUT OFF I THINK IT PRESSED WRONG BUTTON LOL) AND IT WAS SO FUN AND EVERYTHING BUT IM NOT UPLOADING IT CAUSE.. IT HAS MY VOICE OTL.
but the interview… i’ll post it up later or something :D

http://www.youtube.com/v/pC73jSFcoY0?fs=1&hl=en_US&rel=0

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we series : heartfelt ♥ 003

I feel so fucking proud of tvxq bbs. (even even now is like, “subgroups” or whatever they call that — jyj/homin) they will always be my first fandom priority.
Waiting to meet you guys on Saturday, 16 Oct!

& Yunbb, I really hope you fall into the waters -_-

I MEAN IT

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